I am vulgar and foul-mouthed. You will learn this very quickly. You will also learn to deal with it if you choose to stick around. I change for NO ONE. Take me as I am, please and thank you. 😉
I have bipolar II disorder.
I have fibromyalgia.
I suffer from severe anxiety problems.
I have a two furbabies. My oldest is Panda, a 15 year old black and white kitty cat who is so loving and sweet, that he cons our neighbors into thinking he’s a stray by being loving and sweet and then they let him into their house and feed him food… *headdesk*
My other baby, my youngest, is Mango. He’s a total asshat. But I love him to death. I raised him from a tiny baby that had to be bottle fed to the little jackass he is today. He was mine and my ex’s cat, so he takes after his daddy, though I admit he learned the art of emotional manipulation from me, and he uses it to torture me quite frequently. Like I said, asshat.
(Panda) (Mango) (My boys eating together)
In October of 2014, my fiance who I had been with since I was 16 and who I had been with in a relationship for over 10 years and had been engaged to for over 7 years, broke up with me, but he still sees me for sex because he knows I love him, and I let him do that to me because I love him and I know he still loves me, he even says so, it’s just that he’s scared and hurt, and I want to do whatever I can to allay his fears and soothe his wounds, though I wish he felt the same way towards me. It’s a vicious cycle. And I can’t seem to let him go, no matter what. Sue me for loving him more than life itself. 😥
I used to work at a sex store and I also do nude modeling, which is why I decided to start a sexuality blog, and also because I want to be a sex therapist due to the myriad of issues I have myself regarding sex, which is funny, considering I WAS working at a SEX STORE and helping OTHER PEOPLE WITH THEIR SEX LIVES. Haha.
I love and adore Supernatural and especially Jensen Ackles (I even want to get a tramp stamp that says “Ackleholic”! Or “I ❤ (the heart being a pair of handcuffs either that are heart shaped overlapping or are regular handcuffs making a heart shape and overlapping or just making a heart shape or making an infinity sign but the loops being the cuffs making open hearts) Shackles”, a combo of his mother’s maiden name and his father’s/his last name. How’s THAT for TRUE ULTIMATE FANGIRL?! 😉 ), though I’m quite partial to Misha and Jared as well. 😉
I’m in the process of self-publishing a book of poetry, my first book as an author.
I do like to write Supernatural fan fiction though, and it gets smutty. 😉 Vivificated. Check it out. Though there’s not much content there right now. It’s up and coming.
I also write lyrics for music, and am getting better at coming up with music to go with the lyrics. I’m a classically trained vocalist who is venturing out into the world of modern music. ❤
I own a beautiful Luna guitar that I call Aislin (meaning “dream”) that I am “attempting” to learn to play. Lol. I’m lazy and a procrastinator who gets overwhelmed easily and gives up on things when I get overwhelmed. 😛 (Aislin)
I like Jamberry nail wraps, they are fun and quirky and unique and I like to feel pretty when I put them on (though I still need practice with that…).
I love to cosplay. It’s very fun for me and the putting of the costumes together is almost as much fun as wearing them! ❤ Check out: Mandy’s Cosplaying & Mandy’s Cosplay
I’ll add to this as I think of more. Lol. My brain dies on me quite frequently, a part of the fibro called “fibro fog” and also due to constant fatigue, also from the fibro. 😛