My surprise post is pictures of my fat ass (I promise that I stop bashing myself by the end of this post! Just keep going! 😉 ) in and with some of my SPN related gear. Hooray!!! I bet you’re just leaping for joy right now. Can you detect the sarcasm in there? Just checking… Lol.
Also, I changed up my blog’s appearance a little, in case you also didn’t notice that, either. 😉
Seriously though, please pardon my weight. I’m used to weighing 100-110 pounds, so this being close to, or being at, 180 pounds at 5 foot tall bullshit is just NOT doing it for me. 👿
I HATE MEDICATION SIDE EFFECTS!!! AND SLOWING METABOLISMS AS YOU AGE!!!!!! AND MY APPETITE NOT GOING DOWN AS MY METABOLISM SLOWS BUT JUST GETTING BIGGER DUE TO MEDICATION SIDE EFFECTS!!!!!!!!! RAWR!!!!!!!!! 👿
Ahem… Now that I’ve gotten that out of my system… I present you with my pictures.
Me rockin’ the Winchester Plaid, but a Charlie-esque version!
Me with my “Carry On My Wayward Sons” t-shirt, my SPN backpack that I use as a purse, my anti possession symbol stud earrings, my anti possession symbol necklace, my Castiel locket, and my Xena: Warrior Princess Ying Yang Super Chakram necklace.
Me being silly.
(Sorry Castiel, your face is not as important as my face! Lol! 😉 )
I swear to you, I did not look like this only two years ago! Look!
That was 2013!!!!
And this!!! This was 2014!!!!
Ugh! I can’t BELIEVE how much weight I’ve gained and how I’ve just allowed myself to get this way and let myself go this way. Sigh. 😡
But enough about that! I’ll show you some other random fandom (haha, that rhymes!) pictures I have from days past!
First up: Some Inuyasha luv! ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤
Next up: Nurse Harley Quinn! (Finalized version of this will not have mask, just make-up…)
And then: LotR (or for those of you not in the “know”, Lord of the Rings 😉 )!!!! ❤
ALSO: Thanks to the WONDERFUL Alana over at My Happy Mail, I have been ENLIGHTENED!!!
Into my life has been dropped the bombshell of all bombshells:
Straight from their website:
Fandom Jewelry Surprises!
Every month comes with 3-4 handpicked fandom inspired jewelry items, with a surprise theme!
What to Expect
Examples include: Earrings, necklaces, rings (size 7 or adjustable), bracelets, keychains, and pins. Each month our jewelry comes in a hand screen printed muslin drawstring bag. An adorable custom box, a custom postcard and a custom magnet.
Say wha??!!! Why have I never heard of this before???!!! I NEEDZ TO SPENDZ MY MONIES ON THIZ!!!!!!! I LOVE fandom inspired jewelry and even if I got something that wasn’t really up my alley, hey, I could do a giveaway on here for you guys! 😉
Speaking of which, I’ve got a few ideas for giveaways coming up… 😉
Oh, and by the way?
I NEED MY JENSEN FIX BAD!!!!!! I’M A JENSEN-JUNKIE, AN ACKLEHOLIC!!!!!!
Also, just as a side note: I want to mention that I looked back over my pictures, and I have to say, I don’t feel that bad about them anymore. I don’t know why or what changed, but something in me did. Something in me just said, “Hey, you’re still that same beautiful girl regardless of your weight and your double chin!” Lol! 😉 Also, it might have had something to do with yesterday being “National Boyfriend Day” and me being all mopey about not being with the man I love, but just the fact that he still finds me beautiful and sexy after all these years and after all the weight I’ve gained, when he started dating me when I was a 90 pound little thing (or less! Hey, I was 16, for crying out loud! And small! Still am short…) makes me rethink how I view my own self and the way I look at the way I look. 😉
So goodness all around!
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